Friday, August 28, 2009

Spinning Wheel



I investigate naturally and try to debunk what is happening. To debunk means (to expose as being false). Even though I have been experiencing this for years I still need to prove it is really happening. The scientist in me loves to put this phenomenon in the quantum physics category. This is what I believe is the theory behind these encounters.

Early one evening as I am passing from my living room into my bedroom I feel a shift in temperature in the doorway. There was a cold spot on my right side, not a breeze, just a shift in air temperature. Just then I stop to feel and analyze where it might be coming from. But there was no windows open or anything that could create a cooler feeling.

I start to try and communicate because I can feel the spot getting colder and colder as I stood still there. I was unable to get any communication, but could sense that it must be a non physical energy. I wondered if it was a child or animal because it was low to the ground, below my knee.

Could it be the little girl who visits every now and then? Or could it be the energy of a cat or dog moving about around my feet?

The cold spot became stronger and I could feel the energy as if it was spinning by my leg. I always try to have my camera ready and charged for moments like this. So I step away to grab my camera out of the drawer and immediately return to the cold spot.

Upon returning the energy was still there and could feel the sensation of it spinning faster then before. The energy seemed to be spinning clockwise in a stationary position. Once again I am trying to communicate, asking the questions "Who are you?" etc. etc. However, I was not getting any communication.

I let the energy know that I was going to take a picture and to please try and manifest for me. I took the pictures and thanked the energy for showing itself. When I checked my camera while still standing there I could see a white spot in one of the photos. I could tell I captured something, but was not sure yet what I captured.

In the photogragh of the floor and door area you can see how sharp and clear it is and how the object looks a bit fussy as if I captured something in motion. It seemed appropriate to label this energy the spinning wheel.

I remained there for a few more seconds and could sense I needed to take a picture of the floor in front of my feet and this is what was captured. The picture of the floor seems out of focus, however I was holding my camera very still and in the floor tile there is what appears to be a face.

This phenomenon always leaves me wanting to know more! This is the investagator in me.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Cats Eyes



When I first received this tiny white and tan kitty into my home I was not so thrilled. It's not that I don't love animals, I do, especially cats.

My 14 year old girl cat had died from the hands of a "surgery happy" doctor. The ordeal was a long 6 days of pain in my heart from my girl suffering with tubes all attached to her. Since this story is not about her, I will move on.

Because I was still grieving from the loss of my cat, I was not so welcoming to this new boy kitty coming into my life. He was brought home as a gift to me with the intention of easing my pain. When I think back now how unreasonable I was to be rejecting affection toward him, it just seems so ridiculous. Maybe I believed that if I was not grieving for her I was no longer loving her. Well, I know now how far from the truth that is.

Eventually time went by and because of his adorable ways and his little face and body I could no longer resist giving this little guy my love. He was born in Brooklyn and his mother had died pre mature. He had some issues with his eyes running water constintly. He was taken to the vet and diagnosed with some weird virus and I was told that he would probably have reoccuring issues with this throughtout his lifetime.

He was now about two years old, and his eyes had been running on and off over that time. His lastest bout seemed to be getting worse, because this one had lasted three months straight.

One morning when I awoke, as always , he followed me into the kitchen. I made myself a tea and he came and sat beside me. I know this sounds hard to believe but he looked up at me, and as if I could read his mind, he was saying "Please help me" with his running eyes staring at me.

In that moment I took him onto my lap and with all my love I did a healing session on him. He never moved, he laid still and calm as I laid my hands over his eyes. It was as if he knew what I was doing.

The day went on as normal, night fell and we all went to sleep. The next morning I awoke, and as usual he followed me into the kitchen. It wasn't until he had finished eating his breakfast that he came into the other room where I was sitting. At that moment I noticed his eyes were dry. I was surprised, but knew I shouldn't be because of the healing session I had done.

From that day forward he is huge, happy, loving and has no more problems with eyes. And so it is!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Angela's visit


It was long awaited. Not for me, but for him to have contact with his sister who had parted from this earth some time ago. He had prayed and asked numerous times to have some kind of contact with his sister whom he loved more than himself.

Angela had died at a young age. I believe she was only 28 when she passed away what was said to be a drug overdose. She was found alone in her apartment days later after her passing.

He was only 10 years old when she passed away and because of the condition of her body he was unable to see her one last time. This was difficult for anyone especially for a young boy.

Over the years he felt anger and depression over his loss. "Why did she leave me?" he would ask over and over. I knew this because he told me. I had never had the pleasure of meeting her, but the way he spoke of her I wish I had.

Within about two months of dating him, one afternoon I fell asleep in his bedroom as he was doing his laundry. I was awakened by some very strong presence in his room. I tried to turn over to see what the energy was behind me. However, I could not move. It was as if I was frozen.

Then within moments I heard her voice. She sounded like an angel. Her voice was so sweet, affirmative, but sweet sounding. I mentally asked her what she wanted from me and who are you? Believe me I felt kind of angry because I was in this locked energy where I could not roll over to see anything so she better answer me! I thought.

She repeated over and over three names that all began with the letters J. I could recognize that she was naming him and his brothers. So, I thought I got it. I said "Angela...is that you?"

Well all of a sudden the energy in the room shifted and her voice became more powerful with a bit of an attitude. She kept saying the same thing over and over with the same three names J... J.... and J....

I was getting exhausted trying to figure out what seemed to be some kind of riddle. I knew clearly it couldn't have been his sister because her name began with the letter A.

Finally, the connection was broken because the bedroom door was opened. I felt drained and upset. He asked me what was wrong. But how do you tell someone your dating in the early stages that you can communicate with the afterlife.

I just passed it off that I had a bad dream......

Days passed and I could not shake the encounter that I had in his apartment. So, I decided to take a deep breath and tell him what happened.

After I finished completing my story, he just starred at me and his face was white. I was afraid to say anymore! Did he think I was nuts? Was he going to stop seeing me? My heart was racing from the emotions running through me.

He says very calmly and quietly, my sister's name is Jessie Blue!

So now I feel confused because he told me that he had a sister who passed but her name was Angela. So I ask "Who is Jessie Blue?"

He answered "That was her stage name, she was a singer". He also mentioned to me that she never liked her birth name of Angela and that she would only use her stage name.

Now it was becoming very clear why she was getting agitated every time I would finish her sentence with the name of Angela. Wow.. I thought... that is why she was saying the three J's she wanted me to say Jessie Blue. Incredible! But how could I say Jessie Blue when I did not know her stage name.

The information for him was too much. I think he felt how is it possible for you to encounter her only after knowing me for two months. He had been asking all those years for some kind of proof from her that she was alright.

I tried to explain to him that this was her way of communicating to you through me.
But he just seemed upset and angry.

I never spoke of it again after that day because I knew I had to respect his feelings. And so I did.

This is for you Jessie Blue! Rest in peace with all the angels!

Do you think she can hear us?



Late one evening sound asleep in my comfy bed around the hour of 3am or so, I could feel myself waking up. I was happy to be peacefully sleeping, however, there was something or someone in my room feeling quite comfortable as well.

As I became more awake, I could hear a conversation in the opposite corner of my room. I could not make out what was being said. The chatter sounded as if they were talking over each other which made it difficult to dicipher any words.

I lay there very still, as to not alert the energy that I was awake and could hear them. Trust me they always seem to know when you are aware or their presence. As I continue to lay there I tried to listen carefully to what sounded like a conversation between a little girl and a women. The left side of my head was pressed into the pillow which was blocking out some of my hearing capability. It also seemed like they were whispering as well which made it even more difficult.

Then all of a sudden the little girls voice sounded much closer to me. I could now hear her at the foot of my bed. I clearly heard her say "Do you think she can hear us?" as if she was questioning the woman across the room.

I laid there and wondered I am really hearing this? Did I just hear her say that? I knew I did, but, you always end up questioning yourself. I laid very very still and tried to look in the direction of where the voice was coming from to see if I could see anything. It was very dark, but I could slightly see my cat Molly laying by feet sound asleep.

Within a moment I could hear the little girl speak again, I say little girl because that is how her voice sounded to me. In a sweet and soft whisper the little girl calls " Molly!" "Molly!". I am amazed by this because she is calling out to my cat. Clearly something happened because Molly began to moan and move about as if she was being disturbed from her restful sleep.

Maybe Molly heard her or maybe she was touched by this little girl energy. Clearly, Molly was aware of her presence too! Although I could not see her, the communication was my confirmation of the encounter. Because not only could I hear them, but I was sure Molly could too.

Quickly I sat up to see if I was able to witness anything visually. My eyes were now a bit more adjusted to the darkness, but still there was nothing that I could see. For a few more moments I sat up in bed and tried to encourage more communication, but all was quit. Molly rolled over and continued to sleep and I did the same. All was quiet the rest of the night.

Friday, August 7, 2009

The old man appeared




It was my second time in Philly. The first time was a quick stop in for a business trip. So this time I knew I wanted to sight see and yes have the famous philly cheese steak hero. And so I did and for days I felt full.... Errrrrrr

We went on to visit some historical sites.

This home was built in the late 1600's beautiful like a step back in time. I am always amazed to step into a structure that is still standing after all those years.

Off to the right of the front doorway was a section blocked off. It was a staircase to the second floor but it was closed to the public. I felt very drawn to that spiral staircase winding up to the next floor.

Upon entering the home, I immediately felt a presence. What I mean by this, is vibrational sense of energy around me but not seen by the naked eye.

I began to ask, "Who are you?" "Can I help you?"

Within moments the feeling became stronger. I could sense the air next to me getting colder.
I went on to ask, of course, mentally. Do you really think I would ask out loud around a bunch of strangers? Hmmm.

So I tuned in on a certain area of the house. I knew it was a man, who I did not know.
The energy came closer to my presence so I asked if he would back away so I could take a picture of him. He moved over by the front door close to the window then closer to the person looking at all the pictures on display.

I would imagine he used that persons energy to manifest. Took some shots toward that direction and without even reviewing what I had captured on my digital camera I thanked him for appearing. I knew he was there, but it is always nice to have the proof.

I also thanked him for letting me take his picture and for allowing all of us into his home. I could feel an appreciation for my respect of him and the home. Then we parted our ways.

The Leo and the Leo moon




At the exact moment of the Leo full moon (August 5), the influences of Sirius are focused through Regulus, the heart of the Lion, to humanity. This allowed us to receive the pure energy of love and freedom as it flowed through our sun and into our planetary heart. Sirius is closely associated with the constellation Leo, which holds the Light of the Soul. As Sirius and Leo were in alignment on the August 5th the full moon, we had the opportunity to take advantage of this powerful energy. And so I did!
Check out the Pic of the moon, looks like a cats eye.
Check out the Pic of me looking at the moon asking questions. Guess they gave me a sign that they were listening.

"Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known." Carl Sagan