Saturday, August 8, 2009

Angela's visit


It was long awaited. Not for me, but for him to have contact with his sister who had parted from this earth some time ago. He had prayed and asked numerous times to have some kind of contact with his sister whom he loved more than himself.

Angela had died at a young age. I believe she was only 28 when she passed away what was said to be a drug overdose. She was found alone in her apartment days later after her passing.

He was only 10 years old when she passed away and because of the condition of her body he was unable to see her one last time. This was difficult for anyone especially for a young boy.

Over the years he felt anger and depression over his loss. "Why did she leave me?" he would ask over and over. I knew this because he told me. I had never had the pleasure of meeting her, but the way he spoke of her I wish I had.

Within about two months of dating him, one afternoon I fell asleep in his bedroom as he was doing his laundry. I was awakened by some very strong presence in his room. I tried to turn over to see what the energy was behind me. However, I could not move. It was as if I was frozen.

Then within moments I heard her voice. She sounded like an angel. Her voice was so sweet, affirmative, but sweet sounding. I mentally asked her what she wanted from me and who are you? Believe me I felt kind of angry because I was in this locked energy where I could not roll over to see anything so she better answer me! I thought.

She repeated over and over three names that all began with the letters J. I could recognize that she was naming him and his brothers. So, I thought I got it. I said "Angela...is that you?"

Well all of a sudden the energy in the room shifted and her voice became more powerful with a bit of an attitude. She kept saying the same thing over and over with the same three names J... J.... and J....

I was getting exhausted trying to figure out what seemed to be some kind of riddle. I knew clearly it couldn't have been his sister because her name began with the letter A.

Finally, the connection was broken because the bedroom door was opened. I felt drained and upset. He asked me what was wrong. But how do you tell someone your dating in the early stages that you can communicate with the afterlife.

I just passed it off that I had a bad dream......

Days passed and I could not shake the encounter that I had in his apartment. So, I decided to take a deep breath and tell him what happened.

After I finished completing my story, he just starred at me and his face was white. I was afraid to say anymore! Did he think I was nuts? Was he going to stop seeing me? My heart was racing from the emotions running through me.

He says very calmly and quietly, my sister's name is Jessie Blue!

So now I feel confused because he told me that he had a sister who passed but her name was Angela. So I ask "Who is Jessie Blue?"

He answered "That was her stage name, she was a singer". He also mentioned to me that she never liked her birth name of Angela and that she would only use her stage name.

Now it was becoming very clear why she was getting agitated every time I would finish her sentence with the name of Angela. Wow.. I thought... that is why she was saying the three J's she wanted me to say Jessie Blue. Incredible! But how could I say Jessie Blue when I did not know her stage name.

The information for him was too much. I think he felt how is it possible for you to encounter her only after knowing me for two months. He had been asking all those years for some kind of proof from her that she was alright.

I tried to explain to him that this was her way of communicating to you through me.
But he just seemed upset and angry.

I never spoke of it again after that day because I knew I had to respect his feelings. And so I did.

This is for you Jessie Blue! Rest in peace with all the angels!

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